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You know what I like? Epiphanies. That one moment when the lightbulb flicks on in your head and all of a sudden you start making all these connections that seem so obvious now but were hiding before. When you finally start feeling like you're closer to figuring it all out. There aren't many feelings better than that. The past is old news. You can't go back and relive it. There's nothing you can do about it now except think about it, learn from it, replay it as much as you need to until you're satisfied. After all, everything that happened back then affects you right now to some degree. Good or bad, life-changing or insignificant, it's all a part of you. so when you finally sit down and think, think back, think back and really dig through the past to figure out the reason why you decided to find a shell to take cover in, decided to hide from the world under baggy clothes and big hooded sweatshirts and long hair in your face, decided to keep your thoughts and emot